Self Esteem

My Bad

I know I can be a little much sometimes

Expecting the best that I can provide

Maybe I'm pushing too far the limits

When I start to hurt the ones that I miss

I never thought my life would look like this

Oh I wish I was not that perfectionist

You can't judge me for what I'm doing

I know exactly where I'm going

All your friends tellin' you that I'm difficult

So I dare them to do what I daily do

My expectations may be too hard

But I'm really hard to satisfy

I'm happy when I'm overworked

I upset myself when I don't five up

I don't wanna know the rise and fall

So I never really stop

Oh, it's just a self control

I don't think I could change that

To me, I'll do it better

Better than you

Oh, it's just about control

And I just want it my way

So there's nothing you could say

No, no, no

You don't know

Everyproject I've been working on

I know I can be the one that gets you mad

And I want more

I want more

No matter what, I'll do it on my own

I know I can be the one that gets you mad

My bad, my bad, my bad

I'm sorry to be a little much sometimes

I should think twice before I open my mouth

My words can be a poison to clarify

And I regret them most of the time

I never thought my hopes would reach that hight

And I'm still not satisfied with what I have

You can't judge me for what I'm doing

I know exactly where I'm going

I like papers when they're all over the place

'Cause I've turned a passion into my business

I don't wanna know the rise and fall so yeah

It never stops

I feel like there's something I should do

I need miracles, significant breakthrough

It's almost the end of the decade

I haven't done half of the things I want yet

I'm gifted, I'm blessed

I have strengh in my chaist

This is how I intend to take my rightful place

And I'm grounded, I'm smart

But I'm not alone in my head

But trust me, planing is the thing I do best

I'm maniac, I'm a perfectionist I guess

I won't let nobody stands here at my place

'Cause I've been working so damn hard

On projects that nobody saw

I promise myself this year I won't let go

I'll get rid of my demons

I will pull though

Get rid of them like

I did to get over you

And yeah, I want to regain my self esteem

I have a description of who I wanna be

I know exactly what I should change

To bring myself back on the road again

This world is full of opportunities

I'll take them before I turn 26

'Cause I'm priceless, I'm counting the steps to success

I know there's a way to create my own space

I'll stay grounded

But I'll try to fly around the world

'Cause I was never meant to be like the others

I'm different, I'm crazy and I'm being honest

I won't let nobody kick me out of race

'Cause I've been working maybe harder

That you would ever know

I promise myself this year I won't let go

I'll get rid of my demons

I will pull though

Get rid of them like

I did to get over you

And yeah, I want to regain my self esteem

I have a description of who I wanna be

I'll push the limits till I sound out of tune

I guess you will hear about me very soon

And above my ceiling

There are so many floors

I can see right through

Self Esteem

Together

Remember when we were fifteen

One thing in our mind

And this teenage dream

Ten years later

Nothing's really changed

We still wonder why

Most things fail

I'll sit with you

Telling our story

If you're born in the 90's

You'll understand me

We're all 25 and everything looks blur

It's true that none of us knows what might happen

We try to find out to chose the right direction

I feel like everyone's waiting for something better

We no longer hide, we talk to each other

It's just the five of us where no one judges

We're counting the stars and lessons that we have learned

Promising every year to stick together

It's a difficult time for us the dreamers

Everything's been done and been already seen

It feels like we're tying to find the one way out

We realize we can't go back

We have too many dreams to fulfill in one life

We're all 25 and everything looks blur

It's true that none of us knows what might happen

We try to find out to chose the right direction

I feel like everyone's waiting for something better

We no longer hide, we talk to each other

It's just the five of us where no one judges

We're counting the stars and lessons that we have learned

Promising every year to stick together

As we get older we support each other

Our self-esteem is stronger than ever

We're all 25 and everything looks blur

It's true that none of us knows what might happen

We try to find out so we get what we deserve

I feel like everyone's waiting for something better

We no longer hide, we talk to each other

It's just the five of us where no one judges

We're counting the stars and lessons that we have learned

Promising every year to stick together

We try to find some reasons why

I should love what's already mine

We try to find some reasons why

We should love what's already ours

Together

Roses

Is it true what we have

Between me and you

Is it just my blind optimism

That's making me a fool

I always remind that,

Your little attentions

Oh I like the way your hair

Goes blond in the summer

And I got three roses in the apartment

I know they'll die 'till I see you again

And we're always on the move

And it's killing me to know that

I won't sleep next to you

In your town

You're welcome at any time in the place

We call home

We're just getting through that

I know we do

I'll be waiting from afar

The moment you'll come back home

I always picture that

You and your tattooes

Sleeping in weird positions

And waking up at noon

Remember when I said

Our relationship had no name

Is it just your inate innoncence

That's making me want you

I can't move on and I feel all alone

It's not summer anymore

And here comes the fall

And I got three roses in the apartment

I know they'll die 'till I see you again

And we're always on the move

And it's killing me to know that

I won't sleep next to you

In your town

You're welcome at any time in the place

We call home

Oh, I know your heart is gold

I hope one day you'll gather the roses

In the garden with your little note

Where you say you love me

That's what me dreams are made of, baby

And I got three roses in the apartment

I know they'll die 'till I see you again

And I got three roses in the apartment

I know they'll die 'till I see you again

And we're always on the move

And it's killing me to know that

I won't sleep next to you

In your town

You're welcome at any time in the place

We call home

Oh, I know your heart is gold

I hope one day you'll gather the roses

In the garden with your little note

Where you say you love me

That's what me dreams are made of, baby

Roses

You Might Never Be Back

You came out of nowhere

When our eyes met

You said some words I will never forget

You asked for my number

So you don't lose me forever

I think I let fate decide in the right way

It's in your eyes, baby

I can see that you're broken

You've measured every inch of love that you've given

You told a truth and I wanted to believe in

It's just a perfect timing, everything makes sense

There's nothing left to do

I know it don't matter

I don't wanna fight, I would be losin'

How could you be so cruel

And such a good liar

I don't wanna cry, it would be useless

You left me here and you don't look back

I wonder what I've done to be treated like that

No reasons why and no distant eyes

I didn't see it coming

And you might never be back

I took your messy things

Away from my place

Every little piece that reminds you exist

I wonder where you are

Out of sight, out of mind

I think I let fate decide what's gonna be next

It's in your veins, baby

I know it was all pretend

You've measured every inch of love that you've given

You've got your secrets

I bet you can't even count them

Your excuses you can keep'em to yourself

There's nothing left to do

I know it don't matter

I don't wanna fight, I would be losin'

How could you be so cruel

And such a good liar

I don't wanna cry, it would be useless

You left me here and you don't look back

I wonder what I've done to be treated like that

No reasons why and no distant eyes

I didn't see it coming

And you might never be back

I no longer count the nights

I tried to find a reason why

It took me a year to see the time I was wasting

Even if someday you're back

Things would never chnage

I'll be moving on while you're on the fence

There's nothing left to do

I know it don't matter

(I know that it don't matter)

I don't wanna fight, I would be losin'

How could you be so cruel

And such a good liar

I don't wanna cry, it would be useless

You left me here and you don't look back

I wonder what I've done to be treated like that

No reasons why and no distant eyes

I didn't see it coming

And you might never be back

YMNBB

Ambitions

Day by day, mornings after mornings

They all look the same

I don't cry anymore

('Cause I have been here before)

I know I can handle it

And I'm writing this album like a promise kept in a song

So I can't go back, oh

This generation shares everything

They've got some big ambitions

I'm proud of who we are

But I don't where we're going with that

Where we're going with all that

Like a promise kept, oh my

I know I don't belong here anymore

I'm going to do my thing now

No matter what people think about

How I'm leading my life

I'll look at them and I'll smile

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ?

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ?

And I,

I'll be watching 'cause I'll never ever change

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ?

Don't you wanna change

A new story to tell

And I,

I'll be laughing 'cause I will never be like them

Yeah

The more I sleep

The more I'm feeling tired

And I'm tired of being so different

My life doesn't have a rythm

I try to find out

I try to go out

But the answer's somewhere deep inside my mlind

Let's take a month to decide

Maybe I should embrace the fact that I'm completely free

But I'm kinda lost somehow

Maybe it's me and my optimism to blame

I know I can, that's why I don't do it then

Like a promise kept, oh my

I know I don't belong here anymore

I'm going to do my thing now

No matter what people think about

How I'm leading my life

I'll look at them and I'll smile

(yeah)

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ?

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ?

And I,

I'll be watching 'cause I will never ever change

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ?

Don't you wanna change

A new story to tell

And I,

I'll be laughing 'cause I will never be like them

Yeah

On and on, it's an anthem to be young

Then I'll be gone, gone

On and on, it's an anthem to be young

Before I'm gone

I'm gone

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ?

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ?

And I,

I'll be watching 'cause I will never ever change

Don't you wanna change

Become somebody else ? (Alright)

Don't you wanna change

A new story to tell

And I,

I'll be laughing 'cause I will never be like them

Yeah

Ambitions

I Wanna Stay Like This Forevermore

You can turn any bed into a cotton field

Your body spreads its perfume on the sheets

Oh you're still sleeping

The mouth half open

Like a little blond baby

I think it's cute, isn't it ?

Your soft underlip

Always blows my mind

And when I touch you, well

It's like the first time

This thing has a name

It's « love » again

I could stay like this forevermore

Oh I could stay like this forevermore

Under the covers, where nothing feels better

I'm counting the minutes before the alarm goes off

So I wish I could stay like this forevermore

Oh I wish I could stay like this forevermore

Under the covers, this feeling's a treasure

I'm counting the minutes before the alarm goes off

And then you wake up

Hi, ocean blue eyes

I'm hoping you've been dreaming of me last night

So you kiss my lips

Realize where you are

You grab my hand on your chaist

So I could wrap my arms around

The clock is ticking and it's 9AM

I have no choice but to leave you here again

I'll be waiting patiently for the next week end

The next week end

I could stay like this forevermore

Oh I could stay like this forevermore

Under the covers, where nothing feels better

I'm counting the minutes before the alarm goes off

So I wish I could stay like this forevermore

Oh I wish I could stay like this forevermore

Under the covers, this feeling's a treasure

I'm counting the minutes before the alarm goes off

Another day, another morning

I just want you to stay

In an hours I'll catch a train

A rose in my suitcase

Oh I always knew that one day

I'd tell you these three words with the lights out

And I cannot wait when I'll say it out loud

I could stay like this forevermore

Oh I could stay like this forevermore

Under the covers, where nothing feels better

I'm counting the minutes before the alarm goes off

So I wish I could stay like this forevermore

Oh I wish I could stay like this forevermore

(Forevermore)

Under the covers, this feeling's a treasure

(Oh)

I'm counting the minutes before the alarm goes off

IWSLTForevermore

Reasons

You know what, babe

We made quite a mess

Thought 8 months

Were enough to leave out of the rest

And what else can I say

It's hard to beg someone

Who thinks we're not on the same page anymore

You create the tension (eh)

The problems we've got (eh)

So many lessons you think you can give baby

You never look back (eh)

Or let down your guard (eh)

Manipulate people like pieces of chessboard

And you, you know everything

The others know anything

You never look back on the wrong that you've done

And inside, you're fucked up

Test out everydrug

'Cause sometimes you mess up like everybody else

Remember the mistakes that we've done

You keep them instead of leaving behind some

It's fine I know I will move on

My self-esteem is strong enough

To help me come along babe

You found some reasons I don't understand

I'll get over it babe

You found some reasons I don't understand

I'll deal with it babe

You know what, friend

We played the same game

I swallowed my pride not to feel any regret

(Yeah)

I treated you like a brother

What else can I do ?

I've never been perfect

But neither have you

You create the tension (eh)

The problems we've got (eh)

So many lessons you think you can give baby

You never look back (eh)

Or let down your guard (eh)

You manipulate my friends to make them like you

And you, you know everything

The others know anything

You've never realized all the wrong that you've done

And who are you to blame ?

You can get enough

By acting like this you'll end up on your own

Remember the mistakes that we've done

You keep them instead of leaving behind some

It's fine I know I will move on

My self-esteem is strong enough

To help me come along babe

You found some reasons I don't understand

I'll get over it babe

You found some reasons I don't understand

I'll deal with it babe

You said you don't feel nostalgic

Our band is over but I'm glad it did exist

For you I belong to the past

Some things are not meant to last

I thought you would be my friend

For the rest of my life

I don't want to apologize

Your issues are bigger than mine

I'm letting this go so

I'll sing this song just for show

Remember the mistakes that we've done

You keep them instead of leaving behind some

It's fine I know I will move on

My self-esteem is strong enough

To help me come along babe

You found some reasons I don't understand

I'll get over it babe

You found some reasons I don't understand

I'll deal with it babe

Addiction

I'm staying here in the living room

It's been almost a year I haven't heard from you

There's something different

Tonight I see it clear

I've overcomplicated the situation here

Maybe I was there chasing an illusion

I could've written an album just for you

Oh I see it now

I've waited too much time

Was clinging to the past

Why was it so hard

'Cause you made me high

Then I swept so low

I'm done waiting for you

So I'm cleaning my soul

I feel so small and I'm on my own

I can't forget the day you left me alone

Remember when we were a masterpiece

How I was the very first thing on your list

No, I can't sleep right

No I can't get right alone

So give me something to hold on

I feel so small you're my addiction

I'm in pieces and I need to come back home

Look at where you are now

And look at what you did

You took my heart away

Please give it back to me

Should've held my ground

Before I've been redeemed

Needed a second chance

But I've done anything

Ican't you out my head

Can you hear my heartbeat

sounds like a real boom

Boom boom boom boom

Well, the healing time took longer than expected

And I'm glad I never twisted my love in any kind of hate

We could've been good baby

We could've been great

I just shouldn't have told you "I love you"

Three months after we met

But I'm sorry to tell you that

All you left is a bitter regret.

Addiction

For the Better

In my living room

There's no one else but you

It's been a while

Tell me what you have been up to

It took me 5 minutes

To see you didn't change

Too bad, I was about to give you a second chance

Thanks to you, it's clear in my head

I know you remember the things we both said

In my darken room

You tease me so I pretend I don't see

Maybe I should admit, it works on me

And I'm pining for it

There's nothing left to lose

We'll never be together

It's just a room, I'm not a story teller

There's nothing left to prove

I think it's for the better

Tonight we're both alone together

Oh it's like a game

I still feel wanted

You are the only one

Who makes me feel this way

And you know, each time

I'm crossing the line

I have already written the reasons why

You always crow about your success

What you've done whith your dad's business

And I watch you talk

It's not that it doesn't interest me

When I'm speaking

I just feel you don't listen to me

And that's why I'll never be yours

There's nothing left to lose

We'll never be together

It's just a room, I'm not a story teller

There's nothing left to prove

I think it's for the better

Tonight we're both alone together

Oh, it's the rise and fall

I've seen it before

Our love is a pulsion that no one knows

On my bedroom floor

You know I need more

Feels like I can catch you forevermore

It's incipid, it's not moving

How do you feel about these games that never end

It's complicated but not changing

How do you feel about these games that never end

There's nothing left to lose

We'll never be together

It's just a room, I'm not a story teller

There's nothing left to prove

I think it's for the better

Tonight we're both alone together

for he better

Let You Do These Things

My head is a box I live in

A place where questions keep on crumbling

Feell ike a sinner, unforgiven

Ripped me off your life in a second

You everything changes

And friends became strangers

In this broken times you seem to forget

So I sing you to remind

I don't love you any less

Upon my shoulder is a place you can rest

There's nothing left to do

Disappear to be brand new

There's nothing left to prove

I've always been there for you

So I take a step back

'Cause my intentions never lied

I should've let you do these things

Hold back, let your monsters in

I should've let you do these things

Feels so far from where I've been

I want you to know

I only wanted to do some good

I should've let kept my big mouth shut

Away from you

I know I've made some mistakes

You always count them

Wait six months to express the pain in your chest

I take a deep breath

Count to ten

Reviewing my past and what I said

Hope you'll remember me

Because what I gave is yours to keep

Your words circle in my head

And weight so heavy on my chest

I'm crushed by your explanations

Blaming me for one reason

So I'm taking my time

'Cause my intensions never lied

I should've let you do these things

Hold back, let your monsters in

I should've let you do these things

Feels so far from where I've been

I want you to know

I only wanted to do some good

I should've let kept my big mouth shut

Away from you

I know I've made some mistakes

You always count them

Wait six months to express the pain in your chest

I should've let you do these things

Feels so far from where I've been.

LYDTT

When I'm Gone

My heart is made for you

And it's always been this way

You have felt it

That's why you ran away

Nothing can feels so good

Also bring you so much pain

And it's easy when he's not feeling the same

Take this heart apart

Or tell me where to start

I guess I've lost my balance

Since the moment you first doubted

You didn't have a reason

At least an explanation

I really thought I was in the right place between your arms

Oh, I think I got it wrong

I've been waiting for something that would never come

And this song is the proof that I'll be holding on

(You're gonna miss me when I'm gone)

Oh, I think I got it wrong

I've been trying to fix the problem

All was set and done

And this song is the proof that I'll be carry on

(You're gonna miss me when I'm gone)

My heart is a muscle

And you've been training with it

Now that it's worn

You don't even play with me

I keep asking myself

Do you ever think of me ?

You 're in my city

You didn't even tell me

Take this heart apart

Or tell me where to start

I guess I've lost my balance

Since the moment you first doubted

You didn't have the reason

I wanted an explanation

I really thought I was in the right place between your arms

Oh, I think I got it wrong

I've been waiting for something that would never come

And this song is the proof that I'll be holding on

(You're gonna miss me when I'm gone)

Oh, I think I got it wrong

I've been trying to fix the problem

All was set and done

And this song is the proof that I'll be carry on

(You're gonna miss me when I'm gone)

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

When im gone